Need a get-ready-for-iscw pill, anyone?

I really wish I would feel  more ready for this one. On top of things, I feel sick again… Never ending story. I wish someone could just cure me once and for all. I have been somewhat sick for the better part of 3 months now, and its really starting to take its toll. I feel really depressed and down at the moment. What to do? I have no idea. Neither does the doctors.

Anyways, im just about to do some more reviewing of the iscw material, and then im hoping to catch some sleep. Goodnight people!