Need a get-ready-for-iscw pill, anyone?

I really wish I would feel  more ready for this one. On top of things, I feel sick again… Never ending story. I wish someone could just cure me once and for all. I have been somewhat sick for the better part of 3 months now, and its really starting to take its toll. I feel really depressed and down at the moment. What to do? I have no idea. Neither does the doctors.

Anyways, im just about to do some more reviewing of the iscw material, and then im hoping to catch some sleep. Goodnight people!

Sick