This week I will be spending alot of time at various of doctors unfortunally. I still suffer from fearing everything is physically wrong with me. Im having it all checked out. I would really like a blank sheet to start a new life from. However, a blank sheet requires a total checkup. I hope everything works out! I am also going to a hypnotist, to see if she can somehow tweak my mind into something else than thinking about my physical state constantly. This dominates my life, and it shouldnt be.
I am also getting a book about fighting it. It was pretty well recommended, so I have high hopes about it. It will arrive on thursday.
All in all a busy week, and one I wish was over.