Anxiety

This week I will be spending alot of time at various of doctors unfortunally. I still suffer from fearing everything is physically wrong with me. Im having it all checked out. I would really like a blank sheet to start a new life from. However, a blank sheet requires a total checkup. I hope everything works out! I am also going to a hypnotist, to see if she can somehow tweak my mind into something else than thinking about my physical state constantly. This dominates my life, and it shouldnt be.

So I havent posted for a while, because i have been admitted to the hospital. I am suffering from anxiety attacks, and its something I need to do my best to combat in order to live a normal life again. So ill use this place to hold my thoughts regarding this goal as well.